I have been a bad blogger. I have been so wrapped up in me that I haven't been keeping up. But this is so me. I am like the hare I begin a good race but lose sight of the path after a while. But while I've been away, I have also been contemplating. The contemplation has been both good and bad. I question is my life, is it God's best and where it's going. I question my decisions. I question God. Oh no you say! Question God? Yes.
The bible shows mixed information on questioning God. Look in Genesis when Abraham question God about Sodom and Gomorrah. Moses questioned leading Israel. So questioning God is not unheard of. I think there are times in life when things are beyond what we understand. Isaiah 40 (NKJV) speaks of this. I love how it states things like:
"Who has measured the waters in the hollow of His hand, Measured heaven with a span And calculated the dust of the earth in a measure? Weighed the mountains in scales. Who has directed the Spirit of the LORD, Or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, and who instructed Him, And taught Him in the path of justice? Who taught Him knowledge, And showed Him the way of understanding?" (12 - 14)
"To whom then will you liken Me, Or to whom shall I be equal?” says the Holy One. Lift up your eyes on high, And see who has created these things, Who brings out their host by number;
He calls them all by name, By the greatness of His might And the strength of His power; Not one is missing. " (25 - 26)
"Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the LORD, The Creator of the ends of the earth, Neither faints nor is weary. His understanding is unsearchable. " (28)
God knew there would be times when I would question Him. When I would question me in Him. And He loves me anyway.
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