Remember to Believe.

"Blessed is the one
   whose transgressions are forgiven,
   whose sins are covered.
Blessed is the one
   whose sin the LORD does not count against them
   and in whose spirit is no deceit.  "

 Psalms  32:1-2 NIV

I remember so many times going over what Christians call the Roman Roads.  It is the pathway we show those wanting to be forgiven and start a life free in Christ.  Confess God is the one True God, Except His Gift of Mercy, Confess your sins and believe.  Sounds pretty simple.  I think its that last little word that gets me in a pickle.  Believe?  What does that mean?  Well I think the simplest way for me is to choose that things are different.  Choose to look for God's will over mine.  When I find myself looking to Him and Believing in Him,  I find peace, forgiveness and hope. 

Today, I have really been struggling with belief.  Not in Him but in myself.  I look at me, at how others seem to view me and I see imperfection, brokenness, and unworthy.  That's when I get into trouble because I forget belief isn't in me but in Him.  I am praying today that not my will but His.  In Him is blessings.  In Him is life.  All I have to do is believe.